Wow I’ve been looking forward to this weekend like too much I’m so excited. Gettin my tats touched up on friday and then on sat we goin to see alyssa for her bday and we’re havin a mini chrissy. and on mon we lookin at some houses down there and :’) :”) can’t wait can’t wait
I’m so much happier without you!!! You have no power over me!!!!! Stop trying to talk to me!!!! get out of my life you are fucked up and pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man it makes me so passionate to think of fat bodies and exercise!!! Like ONE HUNDRED shout outs to every fatty who felt too embarrassed to exercise in front of other people because they “couldn’t keep up” or would be laughed at or whatever other reason. Shout out to fatties who never did the exercise they wanted to because of that very reason. Especially fat people in high school who had to deal with bullying or excruciating fitness tests and P.E. grades.
I’ve always been a nature / outdoors-y kind of person and in grade 10 I took this outdoor ed class that was all about hiking and camping trips and stuff. Because of where I’m from and the type of family I have, THIS IS RIGHT UP MY ALLEY. Like I want everyone to understand that yeah, hikes wind me and I’m not in incredible physical shape, BUT I GET THROUGH THEM and it always makes me feel so strong and good to make it to the end of a challenging hike. But because I was slow, my teachers actually tried to shame me into staying at home instead of going on the big hikes. One of them even asked me “Have you ever been on a hike before?” I can’t believe none of them realized how this was terrible, awful bullying behaviour.. especially when I was fucking sobbing after it. (I’m even crying right now just fucking thinking of my poor, insecure 16 year old self)
I understand their motive was to get through hikes quickly to set up camp or w/e, but it’s awfully exclusionary, especially when they want to “get kids active”…..
And like, to this day it’s hard for me to get out there because I just keep thinking “too fat, too slow” but like… exercise makes me feel good and I should feel liberated and allowed to do it!!! All fatties should feel good about WHATEVER they want to do with their bodies!!!
God I’m so heated right now. Thinking about that outdoor ed class makes me want to go and tell those teachers how terrible they made me feel and how they actually affected me mentally and ESPECIALLY how they MUST stop treating other passionate outdoor ed students like that.
GO ON HIKES!!! GET OUTDOORS!!! IT IS GOOD FOR YOUR SOUL EVEN IF YOU’RE “SLOW”. DO IT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO AND BECAUSE YOU’RE PASSIONATE ABOUT APPRECIATING NATURE :-)
I honestly think I’m gonna grow my hair out natural (although I may keep bleaching my bangs) and if I do that I’m gonna give the rest of my hair clippings to birds forever. And ever